a boy
Does she ever get a boy?

All she wants is a boy who'll love her for who she is. For all the flaws and all the fat and all the ugly things. Someone who'll see past them to find a lovable person.

And she thinks its not fair because in the movies, the boy pines after the girl and after a lot of conflict, they end up together. Or a girl pines after a boy and then either ends up with him or ends up with some other guy who's much more worthy of her love. And she thinks its not fair, because in the movies it seems so easy. In real life, she's seen it happen countless of times to make her believe in the movies. She's seen her friends go from boy to boy and she was having no one.

And the girls in the movies were always really pretty. They were sexy and doe eyed and attractive that one can't help but love them. But in real life, each girl wants someone that would love them despite their outer shell. However, love blossoms from attraction as well. And she vaguely wonders if she isn't attractive at all. If there's something wrong with her and that she's so horrible ugly and mean that they don't want to waste their time. It doesn't help that she's loud, plain and not so intelligent.

And she knows she's being bitter. She knows that someone will come in time, if ever they come at all.

All she wants is a boy who'll love her, but does she ever get a boy?