juno_athena ([info]juno_athena) wrote,
@ 2004-12-03 12:40:00
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What she believed
Someone once told her she wasn't beautiful, and she believed them. Because no one told her otherwise. Someone once told her she wasn't talented, and she believed them. Because no one told her otherwise. Someone once told her she couldn't dance, and she believed them. Because no one told her otherwise. Someone told her she couldn't draw, and she believed them. Because no one told her otherwise.

Once they told her that she was smart, and she believed them. Because no one told her otherwise. And she lived for that, because it was all that she had left. It was the only thing she could be proud of. But then it came to the point that she wasn't so smart anymore. Where her brain failed her. And she faced the fact that she lived in a lie, an illusion that she wasn't as intelligent as they made her to be. And she strived to tell herself otherwise. She sacrificed so much, she tried and tried. She ignored every wanton desire. She ignored her own craving for the fun things in life. Because her brain was all she had left. And yet, her efforts weren't enough.

And she broke down. She had nothing left. And she felt empty, confused and pained.

But this girl only wanted support. She wanted to be told she was more than the failure she thought she was. Because she had nothing left.

She once felt that she wasn't loved, and she believed herself. Because no one told her otherwise.



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[info]malamig_na_ice
2004-12-02 05:12 am UTC (link)
You are loved. Ako mahal kita.

I don't know if that means anything to you, but it does to me. Really, I really really do love you.

*haaaaaaaag*

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thanks
[info]juno_athena
2004-12-02 09:46 am UTC (link)
Hahaha...it does mean something Aisa...salamat salamat...:)

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[info]sandyyy
2004-12-02 10:09 am UTC (link)
twin!!! i miss you!!!!!!!!!

are you the girl? well, eithe youre the girl or not, youve always got your TWIN SISTER to love you!!

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[info]juno_athena
2004-12-03 01:48 am UTC (link)
Thanks Twin...miss na ren kita lupet...kita kits nalang sa mga debut kasi panahon na ng debut ng mga taga-Holy...yay...:)

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[info]mooch_cutie
2004-12-02 01:53 pm UTC (link)
i love you ;)

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[info]juno_athena
2004-12-03 01:49 am UTC (link)
I love you too Mooch...bihira na kita makita sa Ateneo...miss na kita...:)

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[info]lone_doll
2004-12-02 11:33 pm UTC (link)
:{

para sa akin ba yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan? :{

anywayssss I LOVE YOU JUNOOOO! Hope makakahang out parin tayoooo! *hgussssssssss*

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[info]juno_athena
2004-12-03 01:51 am UTC (link)
Para toh sa lahat ng tao na minsan naging insecure...:)

Oo nga eh Thea...hahaha...I love you tooooooo....:)

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[info]bow_b4me
2004-12-03 02:12 pm UTC (link)
hoy juno dear lab kaya kita!!!! hindi ba halata sa mga hugs na binibigay ko sayo? :C

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[info]juno_athena
2004-12-03 03:05 pm UTC (link)
Ehhhh...hahaha...lam ko namang lab niyo ko eh...pero kasi di ko kayo araw araw na nakakasama...gets? hahaha

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[info]disisk8bored
2004-12-04 02:07 pm UTC (link)
hey juno.. just wanna tell you i'm adding you.. and i labshu too. :) -kate

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[info]juno_athena
2004-12-05 07:31 am UTC (link)
Awe...thanks Kate..add na rin kita...:)

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mm pinakamaganda mong english blockmate wahahha
(Anonymous)
2004-12-15 02:04 am UTC (link)
HOY JUNO ATHENA..

ako kasama mo MWF..
at least alam mong may ngmamahal sayo pag mwfs wahahha ayan wla ka ng mararason pa. wahhaha

at at maganda ka... ashuuu. and what's great is that ure beautiful inside and out. whappack! :)

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Re: mm pinakamaganda mong english blockmate wahahha
[info]juno_athena
2004-12-17 01:49 pm UTC (link)
hahaha...salamat Camie...avid supporter talaga kita...hahaha...:)

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